Waking up in the early morning
In the early hours of the morning, I was awakened by the barking of a dog and couldn't fall back asleep.
Enduring the drowsiness, I turned on the desk lamp. Under the strong light, I also pressed the power button. With half-opened eyes, I received some information.
The content was nothing more than social injustice, the 996 work culture, and other bad things.
Thinking about these things, I felt a struggle and anger towards the world. It's not just about long working hours, but also about learning without applying, working without creating, and merely existing without truly living...
Whenever surrounded by this kind of emotion, in my mind, there is an impoverished person, carrying a few tools for survival, walking in the wilderness, living for the sake of survival. Although not well-fed, they can fully enjoy the gifts of nature. Standing tall and proud.
Removing the excess oil
Jay Chou once said that he doesn't usually wear underwear, but he does during concerts. When did people start wearing underwear? When did people start wearing pants? Suddenly, I realized that not wearing underwear is also acceptable. It can even be more comfortable.
Just like the pleasure brought by the reproductive organs, when you stop seeking that feeling, your thoughts suddenly become clear. Just like the hallucinations brought by love, just like the continuation brought by offspring.
Eating is often unnecessary, excluding children. My grandmother often said, "Food nourishes people, but it also harms people." When you take a bite of a pancake, you can truly taste the sweetness of starch.
The foundation beneath the excess oil
People don't have to abandon their emotions and desires. It's just that many people have lost the right to abandon them. The right to say "no" was represented by freedom in the early days of liberalism. If we cannot say "no" to something, then it becomes an obligation.
We cannot say "no" to being born, coming to this "stage of clowns," and being forced to perform a ridiculous farce. But since life already exists and human free will has emerged, we have the right and qualification to say "no." This qualification is rooted in the subjective status of human beings. The subjective status of human beings is not a useless slogan. People can decide their own life and death, and can decide to abandon various imposed desires. If people are not afraid of death, what can stop their free existence in the world? "People can be destroyed, but they cannot be defeated."
Purity beneath the excess oil
In "Qin's Moon," my favorite song is the ending theme song "Emotion." Traveling the world with a sword, being able to be independent from the world. I also love "Robinson Crusoe," living a self-sufficient life on a deserted island, it's worth experiencing in this lifetime. I also love boats, a lonely boatman with a straw raincoat, fishing alone in the cold river. Including spaceships. This is where my existence lies.
A dream like a fleeting illusion, controlling dreams
People have wet dreams, but in those dreams, they cannot freely control themselves. Even in their own dreams, they are constrained by their thoughts. If you want to do whatever you want in a dream, you have to remove the internal constraints. In reality, people have numerous constraints. But who can say that this is truly reality? Life may be a fleeting illusion, and we want to control our behavior in the present, but we can't. It's so much like not being able to control oneself in a dream.
But in dreams, people can control their actions. Once there are no unnecessary constraints, when not wearing the "underwear" of desires, that dream will definitely be a good dream.
July 24, 2023, early morning
Star News Impressions • Telebook Stall • Index • XLOG
Related Articles
The Spring Dreams I've Had
Previous Life, Next Life, Sacred Objects, Me
A Pure Life